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B I N G O
blood loss truth serum phobias manipulation and control feud
nausea getting physical using others or being used amnesia chronic illness
courtship rituals restraints wildcard imprisonment forced to participate
isolation ghosts lose-lose situation craving heat stroke
body share stigmata sexual extortion exhaustion paranoid delusions
"I dated a…"
"It's a very distinctive…"
"Let's go steal a…"
Action/Adventure
Actress
Aimee Martin
Alec Hardison
Alice White
Angst
Annie Croy
Apollo
Archie Leach
WILD CARD
AU
Backstory
Bunny
Character Study
Colin "Chaos" Mason
Cora McRory
Crack
Crossover
Damien Moreau
Detective Patrick Bonanno
Dr. Wes Abernathy
Eliot Spencer


I am SUPER excited about my card! When I requested it all I could think was please give me Moreau, please give me Moreau... And I GOT HIM!!!!! LALALALALALALA YAYYYYY!!!!!!

I also got "It's a very distinctive…", and "I dated a…" which should be super fun! I got angst which is what I will be doing mostly, I got backstory which FUN! I got Eliot who I was going to be writing about anyway, and I got character study which sounds really fun if also intimidating and scary!

And then we get to the problem parts: Cora McRory and Colin "Chaos" Mason... Oh no! What do I do... And probably even more frightening, Crossover AND AU. One of those is bad enough what am I going to do with BOTH!!!!! Especially AU.... Hmmmmm. Other than that I have crack which I have no idea what to do with in the Leverage fandom but I which I should be able to crack something out for (get it, get it! hee). Plus I wanna do some pwp stuff. I donèt know what or how but I wanna!

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Stockholm syndrome
Alienation
Electrocution
Love spell / potion gone wrong
Natural disaster
Supernatural: Vampires
Indecent Proposals
Supernatural: Poisoning and weaknesses
Serial killers
Threats
Drug addiction
Clones
WILD CARD
Ritual sacrifice
Phobias
Jealousy
Aphrodisiacs
Loss
Hypothermia
Eating disorders
Mind control
Unfaithful
De-aging
Losing a body function / limb
Stalkers


I kinda like my bingo card... When I requested it there was the option to not have certain squares, but I was like nah I am not going to opt out of anything... That would be cheating! And then of course I got loss of a limb and stalkers AND serial killers. Man! And ok, I actually came up with a really awesome idea for losing a limb so that it is a past event and it did not happen to any main character while still being an integral part of the fic and being damn awesome besides, but the heck am I supposed to do with serial killers AND stalkers! Also electrocution kinda makes me wanna cry and natural disaster? What? Sigh...

On the other hand I have an awesome idea for Love spell / potion gone wrong, and Loss, and I have a story I have been fiddling with in my head for awhile that could work for phobia...

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1. Put your iTunes or iPod on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the "next" button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Tag 10 friends.
5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.
6. Have Fun!


IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY?
Sweet about me

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
Everything is automatic

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Lover I don't have to love (Lols)

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Thin layer

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
All you wanted

WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO??
Feel good

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Larry's high silk hat

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
On call 

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Imagine

WHAT IS 2 + 2?
Billionaire (giggles, not quite...)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Sweet and low

HOWS YOUR LOVE LIFE?
Good morning baby (0_0 ooh my)

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
The ghost of you (well that;s creepy and codependent)

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
You are so beautiful to me (hahaha)

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
In the cold light of morning

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Umbrellaless

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Snow day

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
Beautiful to me 

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Trash

WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
Walk away (huh, last time it was Break away... I'm sensing a pattern here!)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS ?
99 red balloons

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
My alcoholic friends
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My friends see me as:
I love how you love me

My make-out song is:
In the deep

My day will be like:
Simple kind of life 

I’ll have a good day if I can just hear:
I'll follow you into the dark

Next time I’m in front of a crowd, I’ll say:
Sexy plexi 

My message to the world has always been:
Disarm (Awwww I like that!)

Somewhere in my wedding vows, I will include:
Because I want to

My best friend is like:
Sweet Caroline

My alter-ego is:
She don't use jelly (I don't even want to think about what that could mean!)

Right now, I feel:
Absolutely still

My innermost desire is:
Innocent (... Oh that's pretty sad )

What makes me happy is:
I won't cry (uhuh, cause like that's not depressing at all)

My birth was like:
Broken strings

My theme song:
Rainy Days (mehhh, superfreak was much awesomer and true!) 

If I reached the top of Mount Everest, what I would scream:
Superman song

My favorite thing to do is:
Whenever, wherever 

The story of my life is:
E.T.

When I’m drunk I say:
Keep fishing 

Behind my back, my friends think I’m:
Here to stay

If I got lost on a desert island, I would yell:
Call and answer

When I’m in the shower, I sing:
Drops of jupiter

My love of life was inspired by the song:
Passive aggressive (Ahh not good, but kinda true) 

Highschool was like:
Low

My family is described by the song:
Losing you

How will you die?:
Winter 

To cheer myself up I:
Hot stuff

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So a couple years ago I did this game, and not only was it oh so fun, a lot of the answers actually made sense/were hilarious! So my next entry will be the updated version.

1. Put your iTunes or iPod on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the "next" button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Tag 10 friends.
5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.
6. Have Fun!


IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY?
Ain't no sunshine when she's gone

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
somewhere out there

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Beep

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Have to drive

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Mad season

WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO??
Rainbow Connection

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Hate to say I told you so

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Petals

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
It's all my fault

WHAT IS 2 + 2?
I understand

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Superstar

HOWS YOUR LOVE LIFE?
Bohemian like you

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Everytime

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
I know

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
you are so beautiful to me

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Matinee

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
How to disapear completely

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
If I never see you again

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Crying shame

WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
Break away

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS ?
Rock Lobster

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Chained to you
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My friends see me as:
Everywhere

My make-out song is:
Craving

My day will be like:
I turn to you

I’ll have a good day if I can just hear:
breathe

Next time I’m in front of a crowd, I’ll say:
Follow the cops back home

My message to the world has always been:
these are the days

Somewhere in my wedding vows, I will include:
how long?

My best friend is like:
Running for home

My alter-ego is:
goodnight, goodnight

Right now, I feel:
Ca plane pour moi

My innermost desire is:
Narcoleptic

What makes me happy is:
Glycerine

My birth was like:
Winter

My theme song:
Superfreak

If I reached the top of Mount Everest, what I would scream:
Where have all th cowboys gone?

My favorite thing to do is:
Lover lay down

The story of my life is:
Mother

When I’m drunk I say:
On the street where you live

Behind my back, my friends think I’m:
young modern station

If I got lost on a desert island, I would yell:
soft rock star

When I’m in the shower, I sing:
complicated

My love of life was inspired by the song:
the greatest view

Highschool was like:
you chase the light

My family is described by the song:
be the one

How will you die?:
elevator

To cheer myself up I:
Swallowed

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What's in my music?

So I was totally stalking liadan14 because I love the way she writes and I found this cool thing to do!

What's on my music player/music file

Total Tracks: 1752 songs

Total Length of Music: 142 hours (almost 6 days)

Sort by song title:
- First Song: #9 Dream by John Lennon
- Last Song: Zombie by The Cranberries

Sort by time:
- Shortest Song: 672 by The Dresden Dolls (1:24 minutes)
- Longest Song: Happy Ending by Mika (10:21 minutes)

Sort by artist:
- First Song: Attack by 30 Seconds to Mars
- Last Song: River Flows in You by Yiruma

Top 10 Most Played Songs:
Boo, I'm not able to figure this out... Wish I could, it'd be interesting to know!

First five songs that come up on shuffle:
1. Once Upon a Drean- Disney's Sleeping Beauty
2. E.T - Katy Perry
3. 9 Crimes - Damien Rice
4. Vieux Singe - Luc Tardif
5. Prelude 12/21 - AFI
... Since I can't do top 10 played I'm doing 15 here...
6. Angel - Sarah Mclachlan
7. Deny - Default
8. You Found Me - The Fray
9. Paralyzer - Finger Eleven
10. NaNaNa - My Chemical Romance
11. Rasputin - Boney M
12. Laugh I Nearly Died - The Rolling Stones
14. Blake Says - Amanda Palmer
15. I'm Too Sexy for My Shirt - MC Hammer

How many songs come up when you search for:
- sex: 8
- love: 62
- you: 178
- death: 3 (but does it count if it's the band name not the title? Hmmm)
- hate: 4
- wish: 2 (one in band name)
- monkey: 3

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Writer's Block: It's always summer

If you could only live in one season for the rest of your life, which would you choose, and why?

Summer sucks cause it's too hot, winter's cold and time for hibernation, and spring is wet and smells like poo.
 
Clearly fall is the best time of the year and what it should be all the time. Mmmm the smell of coldish air and fallen leaves.

 I just bought the biggest box of Froot Loops EVER. Except for maybe at like a Costco or something, but whatever my box is HUGE! And it came with a rice krispie square in it. How Awesome is that? Totally awesome!

Froot loops are the best thing ever. They're so yummy!

Also today the prompt thing was what you would eat for breakfast forever if you had to  and I say oatmeal. Oatmeal might be even more awesome than froot loops. it's a close call.

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My views on the Rebecca Black hullabaloo

So...

The whole Rebecca Black song/video, Friday has been all over the internet and I just wanted to give my 2 cents on the whole thing.

Now I, like most people probably, had someone text/email/message/tell me to watch the video a day or so ago as well as to watch a video by ItsKingsleyBitch basically ragging on the song/girl and saying it/she sucks.

Now, I have to say that this particular video is really funny, but even as I watched it, I found myself growing increasingly uncomfortable. Even as I agreed with most of what ItsKingsleyBitch said at the same time I think that some of it went too far particularly seeing as Rebecca Black is a 13 year-old. And I am in no way trying to attack ItsKingsleyBitch nor single him out since the same type of reaction has been had by many people across the internet and many from what I've seen and read, see this article for example, go way too far and are really not cognizant of the fact that this a little girl they're spewing vitriol at, calling a bitch, and hoping will die etc.

I think that there's this whole really weird culture, in part spawned by tabloids etc, that condones and glorifies hatred against celebrities and in a way their dehumanization which I think is really pretty frightening. I mean why is acceptable to be so cruel and hateful towards this girl when that type of behaviour would NEVER
be seen as acceptable directed towards another schoolgirl. And I mean I'm trying to get all Chris Crocker about this or anything but I mean seriously? This is a little girl whose parents paid lots of money so she could be in a music video like her idols Justin Bieber and Hillary Duff and like OMG so exciting!!!!!

And another thing, it's not like she even wrote the song or anything most likely. I'm sure it was the corporate bigwig company who was in charge of that or who bought it off of some other little 13 year old for 30 bucks and then failed to make it in any way palatable. I'm sure she had no choice in her voice being auto-tuned to hell and back (although from the sounds of it her was wasn't the best to start off with anyway) or in the concept of the video or in the inclusion of the weird rapping guy either. Lets face it this is some 13 year old girl whose dreams of being a star are being capitalized on by a money-hungry corporation.

Now I have to say, I think that the song was horrible and judging from what I could hear of Rebbecca Black's voice in the midst of all the auto-tune she's not exactly got the best set of pipes, but that doesn't mean that I have the right to hurl abuse on her. I have the right to have my own opinion. I do not have the right to cause emotional and psychological harm to another person with my vitriol, particularly if that person is a little 13 year old. I mean gosh, when I was 13 I'm pretty sure I was still playing with Barbies for goodness sakes!

Also just a small self-congratulatory note... Hooray for figuring out how to make pretty links!!!!! Whooopeee!